A celluloid life
is easier
Splice and mend
cut out the mistakes
Erase the grief
The year I spent fucking my way across Europe
Sam & Dave spilled out over pirate airwaves
off the Isle of Man
Possibly that
could be discarded
Culls for the cutting room floor.
I was Mustang Sally
doing desperado sex,
on-the-run-no-questions-asked sex.
unprotected sex
In a time of free love
What I needed
most
was comfort
Relief from the pain
Cut and splice
his death
so shattering it could have been my own
So young
But we cannot roll back the film
We go on
All those mistakes
make us who we are
[Scintilla Project prompt, day 10: 1. Sometimes we wish we could hit the rewind button. Talk about an experience that you would do over if you could. If you would like to sign up for this storytelling fortnight, click here, or on the icon in the right menu. It’s Scintilla. It pushes your boundaries.]
Wow, Sarah. First of all, nice post. I didn’t know you wrote poetry. I’m impressed by your bravery… Sam and Dave, Mustang Sally… boy do they bring back memories.
Funny what we regret.
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Hi, Myra. Yah, I make a stab at writing poetry. I’ve had a couple published but mostly I do it sort of like this one, string some words together as they pour out of my memory/head/emotions and see where they go. This one could use polishing, I think… but there it is. And, yes, it is funny what we regret and interesting that the more I work on this supposed memoir, as Paul P. likes to say, the more that summer–the dividing line–comes rushing back.
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I loved it, Sarah. And so timely. Poetry Month is coming up in April. Hope I followed you correctly …
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You are too kind, Silvia, both for your comments and your follow. Yes, I saw that NaPo is happening in April…. might just do that!
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